Well this is depressing but I can't stop thinking about how it's already going to be one year that my dad is gone. My house is like a living memory and it's hard to be here. I want to move and then there are times where I don't because then it's like he never existed. You never think these kinds of things can happen to you, you know one night you're saying "night see you tomorrow, love you". The next day you didn't even get to hear there voice.
I'm sorry for whoever reads this and get depressed but I'm in one of my moments and I don't like talking to my mom about it because then she gets upset.
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Well, I happened to be at the funeral and I can't believe it's almost been a year either. I was there to support Michael but I had never met your dad. Let me just tell you that by the time I left, I was an emotional mess and I had truly felt like I'd known him forever. But what I do know is that he was, infact, a great man.
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