Superstition..

So i'm at work talking to one of my co-workers and we get into talking about psychics and the dead. We both decided we believe in it, and I told her about some freaky things that have happened to me since my dad died.

If you want to know then just ask me and i''ll be happy to tell you.

Antonios Pizza

I officially started working at Antonios Pizza! I'm a phone girl and I'm not to fond of it yet. But i'm getting better at it. I'll keep posted on how it's going over there.

This weekend I'm excited because I want to see Ghost of Girlfriends Past. I love Matthew he's so sexy! =) Im sure my boyfriend is tired of hearing me say that cause everytime I talk about that movie I say how hot he is. But the funny thing is, is that he is so sexy and my boyfriend don't even get annoyed. He says "I understand he is a good looking guy". Sounds pretty gay but whatever, it's the truth.

May 4th, 2008

Well this is depressing but I can't stop thinking about how it's already going to be one year that my dad is gone. My house is like a living memory and it's hard to be here. I want to move and then there are times where I don't because then it's like he never existed. You never think these kinds of things can happen to you, you know one night you're saying "night see you tomorrow, love you". The next day you didn't even get to hear there voice.

I'm sorry for whoever reads this and get depressed but I'm in one of my moments and I don't like talking to my mom about it because then she gets upset.

Weekend

I'm so excited to see Obsessed this weekend! That movie looks amazing. Also this weekend my mom is taken me to get my belly button peirced =) I'm so excited! I know my weekend doesn't sound very interesting but I'm stoked about it. Okay well I'm tired night. =)

Church..

Okay it's 10:39 and I just got home from my cousins house because she made her confirmation. I made mine as well like 4 years ago and I still don't see the point in going to church. There are people that are so religious and have so much faith, but I think those are the people who haven't had something horrible happen to them. I mean my is upset and always lectures me about having faith and how I need to have faith and whatever. My response is "yeah, yeah, yeah".

Okayy completely different subject but I am just so freaking happy! I got my braces off!!! I've had them for 2 years and they are finally off. They re super slimy and I have a stupid permanent retainter on top and bottom and then I have the removable ones. I'm estatic! =)