Superstition..

So i'm at work talking to one of my co-workers and we get into talking about psychics and the dead. We both decided we believe in it, and I told her about some freaky things that have happened to me since my dad died.

If you want to know then just ask me and i''ll be happy to tell you.

Antonios Pizza

I officially started working at Antonios Pizza! I'm a phone girl and I'm not to fond of it yet. But i'm getting better at it. I'll keep posted on how it's going over there.

This weekend I'm excited because I want to see Ghost of Girlfriends Past. I love Matthew he's so sexy! =) Im sure my boyfriend is tired of hearing me say that cause everytime I talk about that movie I say how hot he is. But the funny thing is, is that he is so sexy and my boyfriend don't even get annoyed. He says "I understand he is a good looking guy". Sounds pretty gay but whatever, it's the truth.

May 4th, 2008

Well this is depressing but I can't stop thinking about how it's already going to be one year that my dad is gone. My house is like a living memory and it's hard to be here. I want to move and then there are times where I don't because then it's like he never existed. You never think these kinds of things can happen to you, you know one night you're saying "night see you tomorrow, love you". The next day you didn't even get to hear there voice.

I'm sorry for whoever reads this and get depressed but I'm in one of my moments and I don't like talking to my mom about it because then she gets upset.

Weekend

I'm so excited to see Obsessed this weekend! That movie looks amazing. Also this weekend my mom is taken me to get my belly button peirced =) I'm so excited! I know my weekend doesn't sound very interesting but I'm stoked about it. Okay well I'm tired night. =)

Church..

Okay it's 10:39 and I just got home from my cousins house because she made her confirmation. I made mine as well like 4 years ago and I still don't see the point in going to church. There are people that are so religious and have so much faith, but I think those are the people who haven't had something horrible happen to them. I mean my is upset and always lectures me about having faith and how I need to have faith and whatever. My response is "yeah, yeah, yeah".

Okayy completely different subject but I am just so freaking happy! I got my braces off!!! I've had them for 2 years and they are finally off. They re super slimy and I have a stupid permanent retainter on top and bottom and then I have the removable ones. I'm estatic! =)

Geeze..

I don't understand why everyday has to be a fight when no matter what the fight is we are going to make up by the end of the day. I mean why can't somethings go without saying..No men just have to say every little thought that goes through there minds but when it's something on our minds that we heard, we are dumb b****'s. I mean seriously what the hell and then it's always the same thing "I'm sorry baby I love you I was just mad." Don't give me that excuse you were mad! You dumb men need to think seriously before you open your mouths to us, because one day you will say something you regret saying...

Cosmopolitan

Well I really don't know what to talk about but since right now im currently sitting at my desk reading Cosmopolitan I have to point out that it is my favorite magazine. Now don't sit there and think that this magazine is all about sex, I mean don't get me wrong most of it is. But it's funny like the confessions pages about stories that really happened to people. My boyfriend and I get the magazine every month because we love it. We find it to make us laugh as well as give us some ideas and when we read something we will ask eachother if it's true for us. All couples have their odd things they do together like they watch a show like "Gossip Girl" together or whatever, in our relationship we happen to enjoy reading this magazine. I find it interesting I think if your waiting in a long line at publix and you happen to see the magazine pick it up and look through you might see a headline that catches your attention.

cruisee

OKKAY this has nothing to do with my topic but im so excited im going on a cruise tomorrow and I can't wait. It's for my bestfriends birthday and we are going to the Keys and then on to Mexico. I'm going to be sad though cause I wont see or talk to my boyfriend until Monday. And it's going to suck because he's already telling me how I'm going to flirt with guys on the ship and whatever. I swear I just want to punch him sometimes. But whatever he's just being paranoid and im just going to relax and tan and eat all weekend. =)

Dummies..

Okay you boys get mad over everything! Seriously I don't know if it's just my boyfriend or if it's all of you. But you get mad over every little thing. You get mad if a guy looks at us or texts us. You guys need to relax if we want to see other people we will so chill. Also you need to learn to control your tempers because all you do is make us not want to tell you things or talk to you about anything. So my advice to you little pea brains is to CHIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLL! =)

women+sex=power

First off I would like to point out that it is not true that men like sex more then women, or that they want it more. The only thing is that mens "crave" or want level if you will is alway at 8. While a womens want level fluctuates. In fact women are more "erotically charged" while they are in menstration. As gross as that may be Women want and need sex just as much as men do. Though I find it funny that women can use it against men. Say for example you want your guy to do something you tell them that if they dont you wont have sex with them and the next thing you know they are doing what you ask of them. I dont know if it's like that in every relationship but I know that in many couples the female in the relationship is the one that holds the power. Even if the guy likes to think its shared equally.

Wow..Can you say awkward?

Okay I still think that telling your parents that you are sexually active and wanting to get the right protection is 100% the right thing to do. That does NOT mean things wont get uncomfortable, I mean sure you and your mom will be able to talk about things more openly and you will form a greater bond but damn going to the Gynecologist is one thing that no teenage girl wants to experience it is AWKWARD! I mean not just for you, your mom is in the room with you. Yea sure she can leave but you may be so freaked out you want someone you know in the room with you. Then you have a COMPLETE stanger that you barely know how to pronounce their last name touching you in your "special" places. Now I mean its not the worst thing you can go through but its pretty damn uncomfortable well at least for most people. So my advice is that if you dont want to go to the big girl doctors and be responsible then ladies keep your legs closed if your not mature enough to do what is right.

Valentines Day

What do people think about Valentines day? In my opinion I think its sweet even when I didnt have a boyfriend. I mean now I do and the only part about it before that would bum me out was that it made me realize I didnt have anyone to share the experience with. But this is going to be my first Valentines day and im super excited! I mean some people think its pointless but I liked since it got introduced back in elementary school when we were all eachothers valentines. And when I was in middle school my dad would always come home from work with flowers for me and my mom. And now when we are in highschool we have our own. Some people LOVE it and those are more likely to be the people who have someone and the ones that say "Valentines Day is GAYY!" are the ones who hate it because they are alone.

I think its jsut as important as a anniversary or something for a relationship. You can remind eachother how much you care about eachother even if you are going through rough times. Now this holiday is a responsibilty for the "men" to take care of they need to take care of their special lady. Now I will be spending my Valentines Day with my wonderful boyfriend at my house and later on he is taking me to the presidents day fair. Which I think is romantic like one of those old movies.

I know this had nothing to do with sex but Valentines Day is the day for "love" so most couples are going to. So if your planning on it dont be dumb think smart use your brains or you will really not forget about this Valentines Day! Have a good one =)

Talking to your parents

It's hard for many teenage girls to confront your parents and tell them that your sexually active. You are scared they will get mad. And the truth is they will get upset but its always better to be honest because they can help. You should probably talk to your parent that is more open to things. For example your mom cause face it most dads don't want to know their little angle isn't so innocent. So you tell your mom but you should wait for the right moment to bring the subject like your watching movie and that kind of scene comes up. You can ask them questions like "when's the first time you had sex?" and other things to open up the questions or whatever you are curious about. And when they ask you be honest and if they over react just give them time to take it in. Cause remember it's not like your telling them you got your first boyfriend. I think it's important because then they can help you be safe by putting you on birth control and they can inform you on information that can happen that your not aware of or maybe tell you that what you think is true really isn't true. So don't be afraid to talk about it, plus telling them you are active will make the "mom, dad im pregnant" sentence be less shocking.